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Yesterday was D Day for Toby moving back into the monastery. He accepted the move stoically, but without much enthusiasm. Nevertheless, I am sure that in a few days’ time, he will have got used to going up and down stairs again and having to share his accommodation with me. Dogs, like monks, enjoy having their own space and a peaceful environment. In Toby’s case, this is interrupted from time to time for a game of football, which he always has to win. We had our first game not long after he had an early supper. Our walks, too, are a little more adventurous, so I shall go back to having a good deal more exercise myself and I do need it. His return has also prompted me to do a bit of a clear out of my room. It never ceases to amaze me how much “stuff” I accumulate without wanting to. Are you the same? Perhaps a Spring clean is called for.
Our Gospel passage today is the continuation of yesterday’s from John, (Jn 8: 21-30). Jesus is having an argument with the Pharisees over his identity and his relationship with the Father, which they refuse to accept. Whereas he promises his disciples a place prepared for them, (Jn 14: 3), to the Pharisees he says:
“I am going away;
you will look for me
and you will die in your sin.
Where I am going, you cannot come.”
They cannot understand what he is saying, even suspecting that he might be going to kill himself. Jesus attempts to make things clearer for them. He says:
“You are from below; I am from above.
You are of this world; I am not of this world.
I have told you already:
You will die in your sins.
Yes, if you do not believe that I am He,
you will die in your sins.”
The phrases, “I am from above; I am not of this world,” we will hear again in his conversation with Pontius Pilate. He asks them to believe that, “I am He.” The name by which God revealed himself to Moses in the burning bush was, “I am; I am who I am.” In other words, “I am He.” It seems so clear to us as Christians, but the Pharisees couldn’t get their minds around what he was saying. In fact, they ask him, “Who are you?” Jesus goes on to speak about the Father, stating that what he is sharing with the world, his teaching, comes from the Father. John tells us that they fail to understand that he is speaking of God as his Father. Jesus then speaks of his death as being the Father’s will:
“When you have lifted up the Son of Man,
then you will know that I am He
and that I do nothing of myself:
what the Father has taught me is what I preach;
he who sent me is with me,
and has not left me to myself,
for I always do what pleases him.”
In John there are always several layers of meaning. Jesus talks of the Son of Man being “lifted up” and that the Pharisees or Jewish leaders in general will be responsible for his death, as also for his resurrection, when they will know that he is God as Son in the Father and Father in the Son. His death and resurrection will please the Father, as it will open the gates of eternal life to all who believe and accept that “I am He” John comments that, “As he was saying this, many came to believe in him.”
The question that we should be asking today is what do we believe about Jesus? Do we side with the disciples and with the early Church or do we side with the Pharisees, scribes and chief priests? Scripture is quite clear about the teaching of Jesus, but do we accept it with all our heart?
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