







It was good to hold our second Parish Penance Service last night, thus giving our parishioners and others the opportunity of making their confession in preparation for Easter. As we always have Confessions on a Saturday morning, there will be yet another chance just before Easter. Each time I hear confessions or go to confession myself, I am always struck by the bountiful loving mercy, compassion and generosity of God and thank Jesus our Saviour, the Lamb of God who takes away the sin of the world, for dying on the Cross to save us all from sin and death.
Today, our Gospel passage from John, (Jn 13: 21-33; 36-38), sees us at table in the upper room during the Last Supper. John reveals the feelings of Jesus. “While at supper with his disciples, Jesus was troubled in spirit and declared, ‘I tell you most solemnly, one of you will betray me.’” Jesus knows that his hour has come and that his Passion will begin with an act of betrayal on the part of one of his disciples. Most interesting is the reaction of the Twelve when they hear the words of Jesus. “The disciples looked at one another, wondering which he meant.” They look at one another because each one of them knows in his heart of hearts that he could be as responsible and guilty as another one of his companions. This reminds us of the encounter with the woman caught in adultery, when Jesus said to the men wanting to stone her to death, “Let the man who is without sin, cast the first stone.” Who is there without sin, after all? Nevertheless, they are curious to know, perhaps hoping to prevent this act of treachery. “The disciple Jesus loved was reclining next to Jesus; Simon Peter signed to him and said, ‘Ask who it is he means’, so leaning back on Jesus’ breast he said, ‘Who is it, Lord?’ ‘It is the one’ replied Jesus ‘to whom I give the piece of bread that I shall dip in the dish.’ He dipped the piece of bread and gave it to Judas son of Simon Iscariot. At that instant, after Judas had taken the bread, Satan entered him. Jesus then said, ‘What you are going to do, do quickly.’ None of the others at table understood the reason he said this. Since Judas had charge of the common fund, some of them thought Jesus was telling him, ‘Buy what we need for the festival’, or telling him to give something to the poor. As soon as Judas had taken the piece of bread he went out. Night had fallen.” It’s always presumed that the Beloved Disciple is John, the youngest of the Twelve. Simon Peter seems afraid to ask and we know that, later that evening, on three occasions he will deny knowing Jesus. The Fourth Gospel always shows Jesus to be in command, even of his Passion, hence the conversation with Judas, which the others don’t appear to follow. When Judas leaves the others to go in search of the religious authorities in Jerusalem in order to betray Jesus, we are told that, “Night had fallen.” Night might have fallen, but in the Prologue to John’s Gospel we have read, “The light shines in the darkness and the darkness cannot overpower it.” The light is Christ, the Light of the World.
Jesus proclaims at this very moment:
“Now has the Son of Man been glorified,
and in him God has been glorified.
If God has been glorified in him,
God will in turn glorify him in himself,
and will glorify him very soon.”
All five lines in this short poetic statement have the verb glorify. What might be night for Judas, incomprehension and failure for the other disciples, is victory, exaltation and glory for Jesus, who does not see things as his disciples do. The passage ends with Simon Peter pledging to die with Jesus. “‘I will lay down my life for you.’ ‘Lay down your life for me?’ answered Jesus. ‘I tell you most solemnly, before the cock crows you will have disowned me three times.’” But Jesus knows what is about to happen and Peter falls into the trap, rather like Judas, of fulfilling the prophetic words of Jesus. We know that Jesus forgave Peter. Our question for today, and an important one to meditate on, is, What about Judas? Did Jesus forgive Judas? Let us not forget that Mary, the mother of Jesus, lost her son on Good Friday, but so, too, did the mother of Judas.
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